Once again, it was a complex day with two regular papers and one internal backlog. As usual, I wrapped up the papers with a slight sad smile. Well! This experience left me sadder but wiser. Today, I realized that giving a poor performance at the examination hall makes me feel lonely. Probably, this is one of the parts of my life which I fear the most. I guess this loneliness is chasing me, where ever I go it follows me. This is what my data speaks- I went to Saudi Arabia for petroleum research, as I didn’t speak the local language I grew lonelier and lonelier. This is one of the reasons why I quit Saudi Arabia. I feel really great in SIMC because I got a chance to talk with lot of people. However, my bad academic performance forced my favourite Professor Mr. Anupam Sidhartha to punish me by making me sit in the front row throughout the semester. It’s a place where you do not get a chance to interact with anybody except the teachers. It’s a true lonely zone. As Mr Sidhartha knew very little about me, his choice of punishment was bit surprising. I was desperately waiting for the semester to end. I wanted to get out of this lonely zone asap. However, I had no idea that a bad exam would make me fall the same way. So, now I have a genuine reason to do well in exam, although a very late realization but then, it is better late than never. Loneliness and destiny let me have a rest, let me be!
Where ever I go it follows me
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Quite a school like punishment I must say. But punishment or no punishment, an interesting take on destiny and loneliness. A lethal combination I must admit.
Yes it is…and by the way…there is always a lethal combination between destiny and loneliness. Experience says…if you dont trust…try once
Hey faisal, its a good start,liked reading what you wrote, looking forward to reading more….all the best..tc..byee
Hey thanks for your notes…And, by the way I wanna tell you …Faisal…the talker is dead…it’s a new faisal…the blogger…so you will not be disappointed…
nice reading thru ur blog..:)…like u say something for keeps even after u leave this place…:)
Yup! I strictly believe …the best thing you can carry in your life i.e. sweet memories….well!….thank you very mcuh for your compliment…:)
good goin…..mere hote hue to lonely hai….1 baar bola to hota….hum dosto ko kabhi akela nahi rehne dete….btw…nice pieceof writin…..bata diya ki baaki log bachche hai…..nt bad
Shukriya izzat afzai ka…aapki sarparasti mei humhe tanhai ka khaiyaal bhi kaise aaya…humne gunah kiya hai jahapanah …sirf ek baar maaf kar dijiye …aainda aisi bhool nahi hogi.
thanks bhai… for your complement…
…well said buddy. I never though in that way, feeling loniless in examination HALL. But i like hear more talk that we do in our room , which are more funnier then this, like test and taste…you know who i am talking about….like yesturday…”bhaiya”
you do lots of funny stuff daily…bring that on paper…it will rock
…all those who have comment on it have no idea how funnier you can be this is just 1% of you
hey
i just loved it
lolll
keep blogging!
Hey Jazz! Thank youuuuuuuuu….
fuzzy bhai….good going..
lol….
if u feel lonley than u should play cricket for some time….. i knw, i will keep u far frm lonliness……
and go faisssallllllllllllll…
by d way …i dont know how serious comment it was…but to be honest…Cricket is the best way to get with all the stupidity…..once we will b back …we will definately join some club in city……… by d way thanks for writing….
absolutely sahi likha Dadu Dear. After all, is 224 ke bhir mein bhi tanhayi hain..Btw, Dadu frm nxt time onwards “test” lene se pehle “taste” kar liya karon study material n evn dene wale ko …samajh gaye honge??:)
study materal? shayad samjhna nahi chahta ….by d way ..thanks for reading…
Hey dont worry, you will have enough IPL to keep you busy in South Africa..No more loneliness, Cheers!!
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Hey!!!!!!! Yup Yup…here dreaming comes into the picture…so…when ever and where ever… I will feel lonely… L b in south africa… Hope you give me a company…
Hmmm.. But alas !
Take it easy… agle semester bhi front bench pe bhitayega tho? 
All the best… Loneliness is a state of mind, some term it as solitude and live happily…
Hmm…:( strong point …Mr hitler… mujhe agle sem meii aagey phir se bitha sakta hai….if it happens…dis time I will write a book…with the name…”Solitude of my life”
Good going and was great fun interacting with you today and wish you all the best for your internship. You are one person who brings real fun in the hostel (alas! no more class)without whom would have missed a lot for sure! Go faisi go!
Hey thanks dude..by d way I was on the way for kolkata…so keep writing …
keep up d gud wrk….tusi lonely wonely ki baat mat karo ji….aakhir tumahari X-coordinator kab kaam aayegi……itna dhyaan rakhate ki raat ki raat ke 2 baje bhi tumse hi baat karte hai….
Hey …thanks for writing…and no doubt …u guyz are really caring…tumhi logo ki wazah se hi to first bench pe bhi baith kar jinda raha …nahi to Mr hitler(AS) ne to upar jaane ka visa aur ticket dono manage kar diya tha…
haal kya hai dilo ka na poocho sanam…ek tera muskurana gazab dha gaya,,, ek sheesha lo aur muskurao aur dekha phir tum khud hi hasne lagage…dear kuin mehsoos karte ho akele feel that koina mitra is with u always because she also complaining to me that she is now days feeling lonely…
Bhai isey kahtey hai comment …is tanhi mei shirkat karnke ke liye shukriya….but yeh akelapan usi din aaya tha jis din ganguly meri jindagi se chali gayi thi…